Things Changed. People Changed. I Changed.

For some reason, the thought of "Things Changed. People Changed. I Changed." has been on my mind since yesterday. Maybe because yesterday was the first time I saw her in person ba. My ex bf's current gf.

Even though we had broken up, my ex bf and I remained very good friends mainly because we were very good friends before we got together. He is someone whom I can tell everything to but that's about it for the both of us.

My ex bf's gf and I have a mutual friend and I tagged along to the dinner outing that they are having. In short, I am extra lah... When I first saw my ex's gf, the first thing I did was to sms him and exclaimed "Your pattern kind of girl!" Haha... I think he was a bit -_-'''' as he replied saying "then what do you expect?" Haha... I was like how would I know she is SO your type? It's not about looks and all. It's the feeling that she's the type of girl he fancy... In a way, she just feel like another him... The feeling of them being just right for each other is kind of hard to shake off. Provided they don't kill each other first. :P

After seeing her, chat with her and etc, the thought of Things Changed. People Changed. I Changed just suddenly popped up into my mind. Many years ago, we may be the right one for each other then. However, as the years passed, things have changed, people changed and so did I. When I look at it now, it is very hard to imagine being together with my ex even though we are very good friends. Maybe at that point of time, we were right together. However, that is in the past. I guess maybe because I have changed. I am no longer the girl who knows him 8 years ago. Neither is he the guy I know 8 years ago. My thinking have changed. He was no longer the right guy for me. I guessed that is probably one of the reason why the two of us broke up many years ago too.

I guess I have changed as I met different people along the way in life. Things that happened to me also make me take a brand new outlook of life. I guess it is also one of the reasons why I have become so bo chup at somethings. Things that may or may not concern me. Sometimes I do find it hard to explain why is it that I have changed so much that I can barely understand myself anymore. At times, I am left questioning myself why am I doing things the way I will never do many months or even years ago. I have yet to get an answer. Whatever it is, life still goes on. I need to move on too. At least I really hope I can...