Blogging...

I have to admit that even though I am lazy to blog about my life all the time, I do still enjoy writing. In a way, it allows me to write about my feelings at that point of time and let me think about it again when I read it, be it days or months later. 

Sometimes when I read back about my life in the past, it is amazing what I had thought about then and there and how different I may have felt now. Somethings that used to be so important to me then, may seem very trivia when I think about it now. It makes things look so silly.

No matter what, I guess it is good that I still have this space to write my thoughts... I will probably carry with my occasional 1 post every now and then... As a form of record, as a form of membrance in case I forget about things that were once so important to me... Maybe I will try Project 365 again. :)

栽得真重...

Sleepless

I almost did not get any sleep last night. Alot of thoughts had been going through my mind. I guess the talk earlier had affected me greatly. It made me think about the past, the present and the future. 

I thought about how undetermined I am regarding change of work. I thought about how determined I was regarding matters of the heart. I thought about how I dunno how am I going to handle things going forward. Will I waver again on the decisions I made today? 

I am not exactly sure what really lies ahead. I only know I am feeling very down now and I hope I will let it past me soon.