Turning back time...

A part of me wants to turn back time. So that I will not have so many regrets... Regrets such as not studying hard enough and end up going one BIG round just to get a degree. Regrets such as being so stubborn and refusing to study the course I had applied for a few years ago because RMIT insist on me studying 2 years instead of 1.5 years that I had wanted. Regrets that things I would probably be or have done if I had obtained my degree earlier.

However I do know that even if I can turn back time, I would probably have done all these things all over again. It's just me I guess... Even if I did not end up doing these things, I might end up doing other things and still regret doing them too.

I have to keep telling myself that whatever that had happened had happened... No point regretting them now. I can only live on with it and learn to deal with them. For better or worse.

At least the path that I am going through now allows me to know some dear friends whom I would otherwise probably never know. At least it gave me some dear memories that I know I will keep in my heart forever no matter what. Memories I will never want to forget...

Probably like what a good friend of mine said, "no need to wonder, bound to have a few regrets here and there. It's how u choose to deal with them that makes u a better person."

Sometimes...

Sometimes I wished I can turn back time... Maybe then I won't have so many regrets... Maybe then... I won't have to be faced with such a difficult decision to make...

Remember...

This thing that he tells me remains in my mind... "Remember what is most important to you... Whatever decision that you make, live it out and makes sure it works out..."

Thanks for the talk... :)

Feisty Princess Charmaine

I received a forwarded email this afternoon about the plight of this poor 4 year old girl who is battling with cancer now. I read the blog about her and it's really very heart wrenching to read about how brave she is despite her illness. I hope she will be able to win the battle against this cancer...

Decision...

Just when I stopped thinking about it, I was posted with a question that needs me to make a decision... No matter which option I take, there will never be a win-win situation for me. However, I do know that I have to make this decision sooner or later... When I do make this decision, I hope I will not regret it.

Licensed Mobile Road Hazard

Muahahaha... I am now officially a licensed mobile road hazard... Muahahaha... :P

Honestly... I think I am lucky that I passed my driving test today. I think the tester close one eye one lah... Or else I confirm fail... Good that I pass today because I had already made up my mind that I won't take the driving test again if I fail this time.

So too bad to the road users out there... There's now a licensed mobile road hazard on the loose... :D I do know that if given a choice, I won't drive. So pray hard that I won't be provided with that chance to drive! :D

韓雪熙～～超強出CD

I think he's damn good! Amazing!!!

Farewell Card...

I have no idea why some people always love to leave things to the last minute then ASK other people to do. It's not as if they just know what they need lor...

My boss last day is supposed to be on this coming Friday. Our OM from the other side knew the news since last Thursday and she was supposed to help organise the farewell gathering. I offered her my help last Thursday and see if there's anything she needs me to do. She said that at the moment there is nothing she needs my help for and will let me know if there is anything.

She contacted me today and asked me to make a farewell card for my boss. She said that if I have no time to make, then I have to go and buy it. She wants me to buy or make it by today so that there will be time tomorrow to pass the card around for other people to sign. In that case, the card will be ready to pass to my boss by Friday.

It took her 6 days to realise that she needs a farewell card for my boss??? Can she not be so last minute or not? It is not the first time that she do things so last minute liao lor. What gives her the impression that I have all the time in the world to make or buy the farewell card? What the hell!!! Even though I had already made a farewell card for my boss and I can just pass to them to sign it, I have no intention to doing that. After all they bo sim and I intend to keep the thought of that farewell card to the few of us.

I had already had an appointment in Toa Payoh tonight and I had to push it back so that I have time to find a decent farewell card. It took me 2 hours and going from Vivocity to Plaza Singapura to find a decent card lor. What pissed me off is not getting the card but rather her expecting me to do it with such last minute notice. Plus I do not like the idea of getting a card for the sake of getting it so I had to go to Plaza Singapura to hunt for a card even though there is an appropriate but damn ugly farewell card in Vivocity.

I was quite upset with that stupid woman. My bf was telling me that since she ask me to do it only so last minute, then I should give her the result of last minute work. However, to me, I need to do it at least to a standard that I can accept. Bloody shit... Stupid woman. No way will I "do up" the card until as nice as the farewell card that I made for my boss.

Tio Stabbed...

I got stabbed again! This time really very 冤枉 because I tio stabbed by a very 小气 man... He's an ass lah...

Incident:
Man entered my "territory" and went to one of the drawers wanting to take some bags. I stopped him since I obviously can't just let him take my stuff without asking. Come on lah... It's my stuff and it's common courtesy to ask before taking. Not as if I am not there. So the conversation goes like this:

Me: Ermm... what do you want?
小气 man: I want to take some bags.
Me: Ok. How many bags do you want? I take them for you.

I took the bags and passed them to the 小气 man. Then I told him..
Me: Do you know that Marketing also have bags?
小气 man: I don't know because no one told me before.
Me: Ok... So now you know lah. Then next time if you want the bags, you can also ask from S.
小气 man: But S is not in today.
Me: Ya. S is on MC today. But I just tell you that so that in the future you can get from her too.

小气 man left after that but came back shortly to change the size of the bag that I gave him as one of it was too small.

Shortly after, AL came in and asked me what happened earlier when 小气 man came in. I told her the whole story. The AL told me that 小气 man told my MD that we refuse to give him the bags!!! What rubbish!!!! ~!#$%^

In order to help me, AL boss even wrote an email about the whole incident to my MD to help me 声援! All these crap over 2 bags... Really a bit the diao lor... -_-'''' To think he still dare to go around telling my other colleagues about it also...

What an ass that 小气 man is... I will learn to siam him at all cost next time... He better don't come and look for my help next time...

I Passed!!!!

I got news this morning that my results were already out. It took me some time to figure out how to check for my results. I PASSED!!!! :D Although I knew that the bits of the papers that I did should be able to assure me with a pass, some self-doubt makes me quite worried that I might flunk one of my modules or worse, ALL my modules since I did not study very hard, or rather, hard enough. Luckily that bit of self doubt did not come true. Phew~!

I got 2 Distinctions and a Credit. I was quite surprised with my results especially when I got a Distinction for the killer paper even though I know how to do most of the paper. The Distinction came to me as a surprise especially when F who studied much harder than me and more confident with the paper, only managed a Credit for it.

HJ said that I am a certifed Smoke Ninja now. Haha... Especially when I managed to smoke through and even get 2 Distinctions. I think I am just super heng! :D



So far I heard 2 of my classmates flunked the killer paper. I hope they will be successful in appealing... I will hate to see them repeating those modules or worse yet, quit the course... Let's see how it goes ba...

My Boss Quit~!

My boss came into the lab this morning to tell us that he had tendered his resignation letter on Monday!!!

Actually, together with another 2 colleagues of ours, we had been speculating since last week that my manager was intending to quit his job. Don't ask me why we speculate it. It's just sixth sense I guess... Some behaviour last week sort of makes me wonder if he is quitting. It turned out that we are right!!! Think we can go 四马路摆摊算命 liao...

I am thinking of putting an album of photos of his memories in the company... I will go office and dig out all his old photos, burn them into a dvd for him I think... I see what I can do... After all, honestly, he has been a good boss to me most of the time and he really taught me a lot... Good luck to him in his new company!

劉力揚 - 眼泪笑了

眼泪笑了 刘力扬
作词：蓝小邪 严云农 作曲：郑楠 制作人：吕祯晃

比想像中更痛 你真的沒回頭
我命令眼淚不許失控
回憶不跟你走 都擠在我心中
我就有責任讓它值得被珍重
謝謝你曾讓我難過 謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候

我眼淚都笑了 誰還想哭呢
再勇敢的站著 找回光和熱
面對你的時候 我不會捨不得
因為你已是過客
因為路有些曲折 是美的

心碎成了沙漠 就快開鑿綠洲
我沒有時間不知所措
你溫柔的雙手 本就不屬於我
又何必在乎它以後屬於誰呢
謝謝你曾讓我難過 謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候

我眼淚都笑了 誰還想哭呢
再勇敢的站著 找回光和熱
面對你的時候 我不會捨不得
因為你已是過客
因為路有些曲折 是美的

我眼淚都笑了 誰還会哭呢
來不及完美的 就唱首驪歌
想起你的時候 我不是卑微的
反而我沒有遺憾
因為我已愛過你 深深的

A Small Small World...

I think I live in a super small world... haha... Incidents that proves this point...

Incident #1: I got to know Fred when I was working as a p/t waitress. A few weeks after I knew him, I found out that he was actually my MIRC friend. -_-'''''

Incident #2: I have this classmate in my poly very familiar looking. We talked about how each other look very familiar and concluded that it may be because he used to live near my house. A few months later, I bumped into him at my 堂叔's wedding dinner. My 堂叔 turned out to be his 表叔. We are distant relatives... He used to live in my Auntie's house when he was young... -_-'''''

Incident #3: I have a classmate in my Uni whom I think looks kind of familiar to me... I suspected that he surfs the same forum as I do and I think I saw him at some gathering before. I THINK only huh... I went and did some "homework" today and confirm liao lah... He's the same guy who surfs the same forum as I do... -_-''''

I think it's a small small world...