Job Blues

I like working in my current company. Who would when they are paying you well, when I have a very nice manager who really takes care of us, when I have a bunch of nice colleagues? But frankly speaking, sometimes I do get bored by the job in a way. Some people may ask me why am I still not satisfied with my job? Especially when my job actually pays me better than what I should expect at my qualifications and etc. But sometimes I just dun really feel like going to work in the morning. Dun ask me why. Maybe it's job blues.

Maybe it's time for a change of job... Maybe I'm just sick of working... Maybe... just maybe... I wan be tai tai... :P

You need to do something before somethings will change

I was talking to him on the phone just now. I knew he wasn't in a good mood cos I can feel it from his smses. He told me that it was something to do about work and he will tell me about it after he finished his work. As I was still in Benny's hse after he finished work, I told him that I will talk to him when I am on my way home.

I called him and talked to him while I was on my way home. Both of us sort of have an arguement about what he was trying to tell me. He told me how he was unhappy with his current job and all but I feel that the job can be better if he makes some effort and try to change things. Maybe it's because the difference in our opinion, so we ended the conversation in a rather unhappy way I guess.

I dunno how can I let him see the fact that things may turn out to be the same in most places. Neither do I know how can I let him know that sometimes it's up to him to make the first move to change something. Sometimes you need to do something before somethings will change... Not everyone has the same "I don't care, I do what I think is rite" mentality as me.... If you don't have this kind of mentality, then you better do something else to change what you wan to change...

Random thoughts at work

Sometimes I feel that if you want people to treat you this way, then you should treat others the same way too. Don't give people black face and expect them to smile at you... Dun ask if she complained to me about you. Ask yourself whether you did something that people will complain about.

Plans for 2007!

I have just made up my mind about what I plan to do in 2007! The first thing on my to do list for 2007 is to get my driving license! Hee... Hope I will be able to get it successfully lah... Cos I know I am a mobile road hazard... :P I think I'm thinking too far liao... Cos I haven't even take my basic theory test yet... Take my 2 theory tests n pass first then consider taking my practical lessons ba... :P

Some thoughts about my relationship with my bf...

I think he is a better bf than I am a gf to him. I do have to admit that I think he handles the relationship better than I do. At least he gives me assurance that I need it badly which I failed to do a few months back when a similar situation happened to him.

I guess there are some things about my current relationship that I have to think through. Not that I have been treating him badly, but I think there are some things that I can deal with or do better in. Sparing a thought for him when I do things is one thing that I failed to do most of the time. :P I will try my best to spare him a thought. I try...

Thank you for being such a lovely bf... :)

Angry...

Honestly, I haben been feeling so angry for so long liao... So long that I can't even recall when was the last time that I felt so angry. Today you managed to make me feel angry just by your that seemingly nothing-much-to-think-about sms.

I promised you that I will try and not be angry anymore by tomorrow... I really hope I can fulfil this promise...

Itchy hands...

My hand has been feeling itchy since tuesday... Very itchy... There are little bumps at the place where it's itchy. Feel like scratching it so much... Dunno what happen also leh... Dun think its the white wine I drank on Sun cos the rashes that I usually develop from drinking alcohol does not looks like that...

I finally cannot tahan this evening and dragged myself to go c the doctor about the itch after my work today. Acutally if my boyfriend din insist that I go and c the doctor, I doubt I will also... Cos I will keep thinking that it will go away by itself soon and most importantly, I'm too lazy to go to the doctor... :P

After seeing the doctor I decided to do one thing... To seek for a SECOND opinion~! I think the doctor is lousy... lousy as in REAL LOUSY~! Wah liao... He onli briefly GLANCED at my hand for like... 5 SECONDS before he concluded that I got eczema~?! Sure or not? Is he really so good that he only need to take a 5 second glance before he is so certain that I kanna eczema? He did not ask me whether I have been in contact with any chemicals or detergents recently and he just told me that those 2 things are the cause of my eczema... Sure or not?! I even had to ask him if there is anything I have to avoid, to which he replied chemicals and detergents lor... He wun even bother to tell me if I din ask him...

Wah... I think if that's the case then I can go quit my job liao... Avoid chemicals and detergents? Wah liao... Those 2 makes up my ricebowl lor... If I have to avoid them then I mite as well quit my job and find another one. Or else better still stay home and find someone to yang me... Maybe I can suggest that to my bf... :P

Hee... My colleague told me to go buy 4D since my hand itchy... Cos she say very high chance will strike one... Hee... Maybe I will go buy if I can find any 'zhen zhi'.... If really strike then I give her a treat... lol...