I was reading through some of my blog entries that I had written 4 years ago in another site. I feel so old now after going through those entries. Those entries reminded me about my past. About things that I had done and said then. About things that I had forgotten. Then it suddenly occurs to me that I seemed to be reminiscing alot of the past nowadays. Maybe it is a sign of me getting old? Maybe I really am... After all, I am going to turn 26 in a few more days. Sigh...
I was looking back at the life that I had over the past 25 years. Not that I really remember anything from when I was just born until probably when I was 4 years old? However, recently I will think about things that had happened when I was 10 years old and all the way until a few weeks ago. Maybe in a way, I am hoping that I will be able to know what I really want in life from the things that had happened in the past.
At times, I can't help but marvel over the fact of how much my life had changed over the last 3 or probably 4 years. In a way, some events that had happened, turned my whole world upside down. Things that I had expected, did not happen. Things that I did not expect, happened. I guess that's just life. You can never fully predict what will happen next.
One thing that I read from my other blog entries from another site struck me was my best friend telling me many years ago that I do not know what I want in life. It seemed to me that even though so many years had passed, I still have no idea what I really want in life. I wonder how long will it take me to find what I want in life. I do hope I will know soon after all I am not getting any younger. Sigh...
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