If ever I am to go missing from your life, please don't try and look for me ok? It may be that I'm finally sick and tired of all these and need to get away from it all. It may also be because I decided to be a coward and hide from you all so that I don't have to think so much anymore...
Sometimes I really feel like off-ing my hp so that nobody will be able to find me. Or even better, lose all my contact nos. or lost my hp so that I can start everything all over again. Perhaps it is the only way that I can get away from all these things and I will then be able to have time to think of what I really want.
There are other times when I hope I will lose my memories. So that I do not have to be reminded of all the happy and sad memories I had with so many people. So that I do not have to be reminded of the things i 'should' and 'should not' do.
Sometimes I really think I need a break from all these and hide from everyone in a place where nobody can find me. So that I can think things through and not feel so bothered by all these things...
So if ever you cannot find me by calling or sms-ing me throughout the whole day, jus leave me alone and give me some time to myself ok? Let me hide in my shell for a while until I'm ready to face the world again...
I think I'm under too much stress at the moment so if you want, you can ignore whatever I typed here...
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