I took half day leave on thursday (21/07/05) to study for my econs test. End up I met up with Fred for lunch and spent my half day talking to him in Head Quaters... No wonder I din manage to finish studying for my test. :p
Both of us talked about a lot of things. We talked about the reason that contributed to our break up, we talked about the past and we also talked about my bf. It has been a long time since we talked about this kind of things. Sometimes I kind of missed those days when we were still together. We used to like to sit under my blk and jus hug each other and talk. I will always remember the times we had in Sentosa when there are jus the both of us, the times we had when we were jus rotting in his hse and also the times we had jus holding hands and strolled back to my hse. I still remember him telling me before that he likes the walk to my hse cos it's quiet and he feels that it allows him time to think abt things... Together, both of us shared so many memories...
Sometimes when I think back, I kind of feel sad that we have to end this relationship. After all, I spend most of the happiest moments I have in life with him. But I guess I should b glad that both of us managed to remain as best friends after the break up. Sometimes I will think and will wonder if I will ever be able to move on to my life. It is very hard for me to close the chapter of my life with him being the closest person to me and suddenly it jus ended like that.
I was talking to him on msn jus now. He told me that he thinks he has a liking for one of his good friend. He was wondering if he shld tell the girl. He's worried that their friendship will b ruin and also she jus broke up w her bf not v long ago and lastly cos he scare she will reject him. Funnily, I was nt at all surprised by the news. I just kinda expected it liao cos they were out so often. They are like meeting almost every other day. Jus like me and him a long long time ago. Another weird thing is that I dun even feel jealous at all. I thot I will. Mayb a bit uncomfortable at first but it went away after a while. Mayb this means that I have finally moved on already? :) I am truely happy for him. Mayb jus like him, I always wan him to have the best, jus like he wants me to have the best too.
I told him that I find both of us weird. Cos we were there chatting on msn after we broke up like 4 months ago, telling each other about the person we like. I dun think I know anyone else who did that before. Most people are glad if they are able to remain as friends with their exs. We are still able to talk to each other about everything even after we broke up. I dun deny he's the guy whom I feel most comfortable with. I can really talk to him about any and everything that I have in my mind. There aren't a lot of people who are as fortunate like me to have this kind of friends. Somehow, I jus know that no matter wat happens in the future, both he and me will remain as the very best friends. :D
I promise that we will remain as very best friends forever no matter wat happen k? ;)
Both of us talked about a lot of things. We talked about the reason that contributed to our break up, we talked about the past and we also talked about my bf. It has been a long time since we talked about this kind of things. Sometimes I kind of missed those days when we were still together. We used to like to sit under my blk and jus hug each other and talk. I will always remember the times we had in Sentosa when there are jus the both of us, the times we had when we were jus rotting in his hse and also the times we had jus holding hands and strolled back to my hse. I still remember him telling me before that he likes the walk to my hse cos it's quiet and he feels that it allows him time to think abt things... Together, both of us shared so many memories...
Sometimes when I think back, I kind of feel sad that we have to end this relationship. After all, I spend most of the happiest moments I have in life with him. But I guess I should b glad that both of us managed to remain as best friends after the break up. Sometimes I will think and will wonder if I will ever be able to move on to my life. It is very hard for me to close the chapter of my life with him being the closest person to me and suddenly it jus ended like that.
I was talking to him on msn jus now. He told me that he thinks he has a liking for one of his good friend. He was wondering if he shld tell the girl. He's worried that their friendship will b ruin and also she jus broke up w her bf not v long ago and lastly cos he scare she will reject him. Funnily, I was nt at all surprised by the news. I just kinda expected it liao cos they were out so often. They are like meeting almost every other day. Jus like me and him a long long time ago. Another weird thing is that I dun even feel jealous at all. I thot I will. Mayb a bit uncomfortable at first but it went away after a while. Mayb this means that I have finally moved on already? :) I am truely happy for him. Mayb jus like him, I always wan him to have the best, jus like he wants me to have the best too.
I told him that I find both of us weird. Cos we were there chatting on msn after we broke up like 4 months ago, telling each other about the person we like. I dun think I know anyone else who did that before. Most people are glad if they are able to remain as friends with their exs. We are still able to talk to each other about everything even after we broke up. I dun deny he's the guy whom I feel most comfortable with. I can really talk to him about any and everything that I have in my mind. There aren't a lot of people who are as fortunate like me to have this kind of friends. Somehow, I jus know that no matter wat happens in the future, both he and me will remain as the very best friends. :D
I promise that we will remain as very best friends forever no matter wat happen k? ;)
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