流年不利

wah... I really think I 流年不利~ Things have not been going well for me in my health this year... It is... really bad. 

I am only hoping that when I lose some, I gain some also... Let's hope my job hunting will be good... 

Medical Leave

I'm on 1 week of medical leave this week~ Seems like a lot of time for me to no but how come like not huh? I have already while away almost 2 whole days without accomplishing anything at all... ahhh... 

I don't have much to do at home other than to sleep my day away or watch tv... Soooo... sian... 

I actually had a to-do list the last round... but I did not accomplished anything from that list at all the last time round! So I gave up and did not try to come up with a to-do list this time round. haha... 

ok lah... at least this time I managed to blog a little... so better than nothing... hee... I am happy today~ Simple pleasures in Life~

时间是记忆的橡皮擦

I came across this notebook that I bought from Shanghai many many years ago... I kinda like and agree with the statement that "时间是记忆的橡皮擦". There are so many things that I had forgotten over the years. It could be something that had touched me during that moment or some little thing that I had discovered... I guess this is part of the reason why I still blog every now and then. Just in case I forgot about what had happened. Just in case I forgot the things that I should remember... 

Frustrated and helpless

I really don't know whether I should be upset or frustrated with her and with myself. It has not been easy coming to terms with the situation that cannot be changed. I had thought I had more or less accepted everything and just take them in my stride. Obviously I am wrong. I probably think too highly of myself. 

As much as I know she is very concerned and wants the best for me, she is also not helping with all her remarks/comments. She is making it worse for me because I have no idea how to handle her, her expectations and no idea how to make her realise that I am as helpless about the situation as she is. I almost wanted to not update her about the situation because I am afraid of the comments that she might say and I will need to curb my anger / frustration and have to walk away in case I start a fight with her. Just like what I did last night. 

There is really nothing I can do about the situation. Nothing that I can do to change  it so what does she expect me to do? I am really feeling very helpless.  

Super Duper Lousy Mood

I am in super duper lousy mood now. The worst thing is, there is no solution to what had caused me to be in such lousy mood now. I can't possibly keep ignoring my mum right? I can't really have a huge fight with her cos ultimately she is just concern about me right? So all I can do now is to just find one corner and sulk and hope my lousy mood will go away soon. Wahh... Really sibei sian. Sibei pek cek... Arghhhhhh...

Passion

Haha... I have never ever thought I will ever stepped into this salon for a hair cut / color / hair treatment and whatsnots. This place is just too atas liao lah. This is probably one of the most expensive hair salon in Singapore. 

I finally stepped into this salon for the first time in my life. All thanks to my hair stylist. My hair stylist quit his job and joined Passion. Good for him but bad for my pocket. -.-''' ha... So expensive~ never mind. I got a good rate. Quite worth it for the experience. With a nice view of Orchard Road too. At least I can boost about going to Passion for a haircut. Lol... 

Rope Yoga

I finally redeemed my GuavaPass and attended my first class today. Rope Yoga!

It is a very interesting class. I am kind of a yoga noob. So I was not familiar with the poses and all but it did not matter much too. After all this class is not call Rope Yoga for nothing. 

Rope Yoga makes use of ropes that were on the walls to help you stretch your muscles and maximise your potential. Haha... When I entered the room, I thought it looked like some SM chamber. Hahaha... 

To be honest... Rope Yoga is SUPER tiring. I can barely lift up my arms now... I bet my muscles are going to ache until it kills me tomorrow~ 😱😱😱

I think I will probably go back for more lessons. But I want to try other things too. So let me try out the few classes that I am looking at first then go back to Rope Yoga again. I find these equipment/ item assisted yoga/pilates are more interesting this way. Let's see how it goes... 

I hope I will persist with my exercise regime~