Goodbye 2013. Hello 2014!

Time flies... very soon, it will be the end of 2013 and the start of 2014. 

I got closer to my family though so it is a big plus. I have to thank the little one for that. It is because of her that I see my family more frequent that I otherwise will. She is a joy to be around. It is great seeing her grow and the stunts that she will come up with on and off. 

Looking back, I realised I did not achieve much in 2013 in terms of career. I am looking out for greener pastures in a different field. It is just unfortunate that I do not have the luck yet. Let's hope 2014 will be able to bring me the career change that I have been wanting. For better or for worse. Whatever it is, my turn for a change in job is long overdue. It is time to do something about it.

There are some people I will like to delete away from my life. One in particular. There's a lot of ups and downs that I have so I guess I had enough of it. A lot of times, there are things that I know but don't mention because I am waiting for them to tell me themselves. No matter how difficult it is. Especially when in a way, it is things that I have a right to know. I don't like people to test my faith in them. 

Let's hope for the better in 2014. Goodbye 2013! 

Wonder...

Sometimes I wonder if all these are actually only a dream. Maybe I just have an extremely imaginative mind that made all these up. 

what r u guarding against me? 

Sigh...

I thought I had already make peace with it. But I guess I still do care. Otherwise I won't be feeling the way I am now... Sigh... 

Sleepless at night

This is actually quite terrible. I have been sleeplessmat night ever since I moved into Punggol? Is it the problem with the place? I definitely did not have any problem sleeping when I stayed over with dad in wdls just the other day. It is only when I a, staying in Punggol when I faced this problwm. Sigh...

I hope this phenomenon won't continue... I want my sleep! 

Axed

My company axed 2 person yesterday, after giving them their pay increment letter on Friday. wtf. It is good that the retrenchment package is based on the new pay. I just don't understand why they choose to give people hope on Friday that you are not going to be axed since they give you a pay increment and then axed them the following day? so kns one lor.

I am sad to see someone whom I had been working with for the last almost 9 years leave us because of this axing. I am even more upset with the company. Did they realised that these very people whom they had just axed, are the ones wh helped you grow your business to this size for the last few years?
Yes, you set up a China office, make it to be the hq and make it bigger than what we have in Sg. However, what they have in China may not be the best. I had heard comments from other people who said that they missed having us do the stuff for them. I have kept quiet because I know there is no way things can go back to how it was.

The company is no longer worth staying. It is no longer the company that it used to be. I guess that explains alot why there are so many pioneers quitting the last few years. It is time to get out.