Random

We are training up the people in other countries so that we can get replaced by them. It's ok though. They can learn whatever stuff we are doing but they will never be able to take away my experience. My 8 years of hard work is not something that is just for show. They will never be able to take away what I had learnt.

Axed

My company axed 2 person yesterday, after giving them their pay increment letter on Friday. wtf. It is good that the retrenchment package is based on the new pay. I just don't understand why they choose to give people hope on Friday that you are not going to be axed since they give you a pay increment and then axed them the following day? so kns one lor.

I am sad to see someone whom I had been working with for the last almost 9 years leave us because of this axing. I am even more upset with the company. Did they realised that these very people whom they had just axed, are the ones wh helped you grow your business to this size for the last few years?
Yes, you set up a China office, make it to be the hq and make it bigger than what we have in Sg. However, what they have in China may not be the best. I had heard comments from other people who said that they missed having us do the stuff for them. I have kept quiet because I know there is no way things can go back to how it was.

The company is no longer worth staying. It is no longer the company that it used to be. I guess that explains alot why there are so many pioneers quitting the last few years. It is time to get out.

will I actually have the chance/courage to end it all? After all, it is really not going anywhere... I'm tired...

Keeping Diaries

Sometimes I wonder if it is really good to keep diaries or blog to make me remember what had happened in my life. While doing spring cleaning today, I saw a diary that I used to keep. I wrote about things that happened between my ex bf and me. It seemed so long ago and it is making me feel really old. It does however, make me remember my life then. About how it used to be... About life so long ago... That was a good relationship that I had so it sort of brings back good memories. What about the bad memories I had? Will it make me start thinking about how it should have been? About how things can be different if I had done some things differently?

366 Project: Pineapple tarts

This year's home made pineapple tarts. Taste quite nice. :D

Missing those days...

I missed those days in Uni when I had lots more fun than just studying. Those KTV days, drinking, birthday sabotages, trip to Sapa in the sleepover train...

I missed the gang too... what really happened to make us all drift so far apart? I had hoped that they are not just situational friends, hoped that they are really friends for life... Maybe the friendship is not strong enough in e first place... Sigh...

Crazy

for a moment I thought he was crazy. Then I realised I am the crazy one to think he will actually even consider that. :S