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$350 gone in 2 hours...

Where do you choose to go when you are cutting your hair? Do you go to those home operated hair salon, hair salons in neighbourhood areas, hair salons in shopping centers for your hair cut? On average, how much do you spend for a hair cut? $10? $20? $30? or more? I know typically, guys will spend an average of $10 - $30 for a haircut. Anything more than that will be considered as expensive. Ladies usually spend a bit more than that, anything ranging from $20 onwards. If they do additional stuff to their hair like rebonding, perming, ceramic perm and etc, it will easily cost hundreds.

What is so different about where you get your haircut? Why does it cost so different if you get your haircut at neighbourhood areas or shopping center? It can be something to do with the experience of the hair stylist, the location and etc.

All along, the most expensive haircut I have cost me around $40+. If I add in rebonding, the most that I have ever paid before is around $200+ I think. I broke my record today... I had my hair cut at this hair salon in Ngee Ann City which was recommended by my colleague who has lovely hair... I spent $350 to do a rebonding and hair cut... My rebonding cost $250 and haircut alone cost $65! Very expensive, but I quite like my hair. I think I look younger in this hair. :D Describing the place as hair salon may not even be the correct word to use. Beauty Salon may probably be a better word to use since while I was there, I noticed that you can actually get your nails done there too. I know my colleague has her eyebrows trimmed there too.

That place is high class de lor... There's even a tiny tv at each seat to keep you occupied while you are cutting, dyeing, rebonding, perming or doing treatment for your hair. You can select the channel that you want but I did not explore it further. You are given a choice of coffee, tea or plain water to drink too when most places either offer you water or tea. No wonder it cost so much to do my hair there...

I kind of like the hair stylist so I guess I will be visiting her every few months to cut my hair. She say I can give her an sms and go back if I want to trim my fringe. I am trying to psycho myself that $65 a haircut will be able to last me for 3 months which works out to be $20 a month... At most I eat less, spend less... lol... See how lah... :P

Thoughts...

My company recently sent two of my colleagues to this course which is some kind of a self development course. There is 3 parts to this programme, Basic Training, Advanced Course and Leadership Programme. The Basic Training is where they will let you gain self awareness or maybe self actualisation. I don't really remember what the Advanced and Leadership Programme helps you to achieve.

One of my colleague who attended it believed in how much it helped her that she went on to Advanced and Leadership programme. She was encouraging me to go for the course since I told her that I don't mind taking the course provided the company is sponsoring me. I am not willing to pay $1200 to attend this course which may or may not even help me at all.

My colleague thinks that this course will be able to help me as I do not know what is it that I want in life. I told her that sometimes it's not that I do not know what is it that I want in my life. I do know some of the things that I want, but it's just that knowing what I want doesn't mean that I can have what I want. There are times if the consequences as a result of what happen will outweigh the returns that I will get if I'm successful. This will in turn destroy everything that I have now. She was asking me whether I am happy if I don't do or get what I want. I may not be happy but sometimes it is not about getting what I want. It is just that there are somethings that I can foresee happening if I want to get what I want. There was once upon a time when I tried being courageous and took the initiative to try and reach out to get what I want but I ended up being disappointed. Really disappointed.

Now, I am still wondering if I should reach out and get what I want or just let things remain as it is now. After all, it is too high a risk to take and the way life is now is not very bad. Even if I know there will always be a regret that I cannot fulfil...

Flunked!

I flunk my driving test again! Sian 1/2... This time is something worse.. Mount kerb!!! No choice. Looks like I have to take another time. I was still looking forward to terrorising the roads. I was still telling everyone else that I want to be a licensed mobile road hazard. Too bad everyone... Looks like you will have to wait until March! :P

Regrets

I always caution myself when I make any decisions, that I should not have regrets. Just like that time when I choose what school to go after my 'O' Levels, what was I going to do after I did badly for my 'A' Levels. I never really have any regrets since I know what is it that I want.

No matter how I caution myself, there are always bound to be somethings that I cannot control. Just like how badly I fare in 'A' Levels thus I ended up having to back track and go to poly. I regretted not studying harder then so that at least I may be able to get into University and don't have to backtrack. However, life will definitely be very different for me if I never been through that stage of life. I will not know all those good girlfriends in poly. I may not be as good friends with Fred as I am now. I may not know those people from SPUG. I guess that's why people say "Things happen for a Reason".

There are other things that I regret too. Things like not starting my degree course sooner because of the unfairness in the stupid decision made by the school that made me postpone my studies. If I carried on with the course, I will probably be graduating this June and not like 2 years later. So sian... Anyway, it's too late to do anything about it now. So I just have to live with it.

There was 1 particular decision that I made when I was much younger (Damn, I am making myself sound so old) like when I was 17 that till now, I have not regretted at all. I was and still is, very glad to stand by what I did then. It was something which I never told anyone about before and never will. Not even to Fred who probably knows every other secret that I have. :P

Maybe I am trying to compensate for the one of the regrets that I once had and thus I am lead to make a decision. A decision that I am now starting to wonder if I will live to regret. Maybe not now, but in the future? I just hate the look of how things are going right now. The way that shows that I will regret making this decision one day. The way it is going to kill me...

This thing call Love...

I forgot where did I read it before but for some reason, this phrase came into my mind tonight while I was walking home.

Some people always say that Love is Blind. But the truth is, Love is NOT blind. It is people using this saying Love is Blind as an excuse to justify their actions.

Sometimes I even wonder if a person had truely loved before if they had never done anything crazy for it. No matter how clever, sensible or practical the person is, there will be some point in time that they will end up doing some stupid thing that they never thought they will ever do because of this thing call Love.

Even though I have always think of myself as someone quite sensible, I did some stupid things before. Till now, occasionally I will start thinking about it and wonder if it is worth it or not. Maybe I have the answers a few years down the road... Maybe not... No matter what, there's still no regrets... At least I don't want it to become something that I will regret...

Tired...

3 days in school and I am totally tired! I am even beginning to wonder if going back to school is a wrong decision on my part.... Faintz... I will finish school at 10pm and will only reach home by 11 the earliest... By the time I do my stuff, it will be time to go to bed.

I am currently on course in Changi these 2 days. It's a horrible thought that I have to travel all the way from Changi to Clementi for school. Luckily today there was this kind lady in my class staying in Clementi who dropped me off to school. Tomorrow I will need to figure out how am I going to travel to Bukit Gombak to learn driving...

I am feeling so tired that I am thinking of canceling my plans to go shopping for my CNY clothes in Orchard on Friday. I feel like just going home and nua for a change... Let's see how it goes...