Bumping into an old friend

I was commuting to my work place via MRT just like any other day. Little did I expect the surprise I get today. 

An old friend boarded the train at SengKang, 1 station after mine. I was really caught by surprised! CM was an old friend from secondary school whom we had lost touch with ever since he went overseas for studies. We had all tried to message him to try to keep in touch with him but to no avail. 

It was awkward at first because I think he is abit paiseh. He had not been replying to any of our msgs at all. We chatted for a while, trying to catch up with each other's life that he missed while he MIA-ed. I updated him with the happenings of the people whom had all been trying to get him. He has shifted to SengKang, still staying with his parents. He has a gf but is not married yet. He said he is usually earlier but he left home later today as he is going to his new work place at MBC. 

I told him I was really happy to see him. I told him we are planning to meet up for a meal soon so I will message him to let him know when and see if he wants to join us. 

I was really happy to see him. I do hope he will keep in touch with us again... 

stuck...

剪不断,理还乱。。。

Blogging...

I have to admit that even though I am lazy to blog about my life all the time, I do still enjoy writing. In a way, it allows me to write about my feelings at that point of time and let me think about it again when I read it, be it days or months later. 

Sometimes when I read back about my life in the past, it is amazing what I had thought about then and there and how different I may have felt now. Somethings that used to be so important to me then, may seem very trivia when I think about it now. It makes things look so silly.

No matter what, I guess it is good that I still have this space to write my thoughts... I will probably carry with my occasional 1 post every now and then... As a form of record, as a form of membrance in case I forget about things that were once so important to me... Maybe I will try Project 365 again. :)

栽得真重...

Sleepless

I almost did not get any sleep last night. Alot of thoughts had been going through my mind. I guess the talk earlier had affected me greatly. It made me think about the past, the present and the future. 

I thought about how undetermined I am regarding change of work. I thought about how determined I was regarding matters of the heart. I thought about how I dunno how am I going to handle things going forward. Will I waver again on the decisions I made today? 

I am not exactly sure what really lies ahead. I only know I am feeling very down now and I hope I will let it past me soon.