Sometimes I wonder if it is really good to keep diaries or blog to make me remember what had happened in my life. While doing spring cleaning today, I saw a diary that I used to keep. I wrote about things that happened between my ex bf and me. It seemed so long ago and it is making me feel really old. It does however, make me remember my life then. About how it used to be... About life so long ago... That was a good relationship that I had so it sort of brings back good memories. What about the bad memories I had? Will it make me start thinking about how it should have been? About how things can be different if I had done some things differently?
03 February, 2013
28 January, 2013
04 January, 2013
Missing those days...
I missed those days in Uni when I had lots more fun than just studying. Those KTV days, drinking, birthday sabotages, trip to Sapa in the sleepover train...
I missed the gang too... what really happened to make us all drift so far apart? I had hoped that they are not just situational friends, hoped that they are really friends for life... Maybe the friendship is not strong enough in e first place... Sigh...
I missed the gang too... what really happened to make us all drift so far apart? I had hoped that they are not just situational friends, hoped that they are really friends for life... Maybe the friendship is not strong enough in e first place... Sigh...
03 January, 2013
Crazy
for a moment I thought he was crazy. Then I realised I am the crazy one to think he will actually even consider that. :S
29 November, 2012
Weird dreams
I finally fallen asleep with an active mind at 6+ in the morning. I had a weird dream. Something totally unexpected. I don't remember much details about it anymore but I do remember about me visiting these people who are sort of critically ill and they passed on in the later part of the dream. All these just to make me realise that I was dead too. Weird right?
I don't know if there is any meaning to the dream at all. There could be but I will never know. It may be just me watching too much tv over the past few days and thus all these drama in my dreams. haha... I wonder what kind of weird dreams are waiting for me tonight...
I don't know if there is any meaning to the dream at all. There could be but I will never know. It may be just me watching too much tv over the past few days and thus all these drama in my dreams. haha... I wonder what kind of weird dreams are waiting for me tonight...
Rambling thoughts in an Insomnia Night
Sometimes I wonder if Insomnia gives me more "inspiration" to blog or is it because there is totally nothing for me to do at 4+ in the morning and thus I am here blogging.
There's alot of rambling thoughts in my mind right now and some are really things that I had spoken about here and probably never will. So I shall probably keep to what I can speak about.
I was watching an episode of Criminal Minds (Season 5) that showed a pyschopath killing these women who posts any and every single detail of their life on social media. I actually find it quite disturbing maybe because it is so close to real life. Who would have thought something so seemingly simple could have lead to them getting stalked then killed. Even though this may not have happened in real life, who knows, it could have had happened. No one can be certain that this thing will not come true. This reminds me why I stopped all my postings and only do it randomly nowadays. That is other than to keep the kpos who don't need to know from knowing too much about what is going on in my life. The people I really care about gets an update from me personally. :)
There are somethings which I have been thinking of putting an end to. I think it is really time to do it. I had been telling myself to do that time and again but I keep stopping myself from doing it. I really should put this in my To Do List before 2012 ends.
On a lighter note, the little one in my family has some new found talent! One is practising her vocals daily. Apparently her lungs are functioning superb-ly. I heard that she is trying her very best to become a koala bear too! Dad says she refuses to be held or placed in any other way except by being carried by someone. -.-''' I wonder who taught her that. I have yet to see her new patterns because I have been unwell so I will wait until I am well enough to bully her before I go and ka jiao her. haha... I have to say a new addition to our family is definitely good for our family. At least we gather more often than last time even if it is just to see the baby. :) Mum and Dad are definitely happier with the latest addition to the house. No complaints from them yet. haha... I always laugh and say she is the 金孙. :P I took tons of her photos whenever I see her because she doesn't stay still at all! Luckily in this day and age, we no longer have to develop the film before we know how the photo turns out, otherwise I would have been really poor then. lol...
ok... age is catching up with me because I forgot what else I want to say. Most importantly, why am I still wide awake at 5 in the morning?! :(
There's alot of rambling thoughts in my mind right now and some are really things that I had spoken about here and probably never will. So I shall probably keep to what I can speak about.
I was watching an episode of Criminal Minds (Season 5) that showed a pyschopath killing these women who posts any and every single detail of their life on social media. I actually find it quite disturbing maybe because it is so close to real life. Who would have thought something so seemingly simple could have lead to them getting stalked then killed. Even though this may not have happened in real life, who knows, it could have had happened. No one can be certain that this thing will not come true. This reminds me why I stopped all my postings and only do it randomly nowadays. That is other than to keep the kpos who don't need to know from knowing too much about what is going on in my life. The people I really care about gets an update from me personally. :)
There are somethings which I have been thinking of putting an end to. I think it is really time to do it. I had been telling myself to do that time and again but I keep stopping myself from doing it. I really should put this in my To Do List before 2012 ends.
On a lighter note, the little one in my family has some new found talent! One is practising her vocals daily. Apparently her lungs are functioning superb-ly. I heard that she is trying her very best to become a koala bear too! Dad says she refuses to be held or placed in any other way except by being carried by someone. -.-''' I wonder who taught her that. I have yet to see her new patterns because I have been unwell so I will wait until I am well enough to bully her before I go and ka jiao her. haha... I have to say a new addition to our family is definitely good for our family. At least we gather more often than last time even if it is just to see the baby. :) Mum and Dad are definitely happier with the latest addition to the house. No complaints from them yet. haha... I always laugh and say she is the 金孙. :P I took tons of her photos whenever I see her because she doesn't stay still at all! Luckily in this day and age, we no longer have to develop the film before we know how the photo turns out, otherwise I would have been really poor then. lol...
ok... age is catching up with me because I forgot what else I want to say. Most importantly, why am I still wide awake at 5 in the morning?! :(
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