凡走过必会留下痕迹

I finally get to understand the phrase 凡走过必会留下痕迹. Each and every passerby in your life, affects you in some ways no matter whether it's good or bad.

I have been through quite a couple of relationships. From a possessive boyfriend, to bo chup boyfriend, things that I have learn may not seem to be alot but they do leave a mark. I learnt that I hate to have a bf who is possessive. Who tries to control my every movement. Especially not when I have strict parents to deal with. But that was many years ago... Still, through that relationship, I realised that I need my own space and freedom when I am in a relationship. I don't like to have to "report strength" every now and then. I compromise to doing it with my bf doesn't mean that I like it. However I do admit that if there are somethings that I compromise and will make the relationship a better one, I will do it. This does not make me a good gf. This only means that I am too lazy to quarrel with my bf every now and then about something I don't like to do but which he feels is necessary.

I have a good friend who is so affected by a previous relationship that it is affecting his new relationship. It is a pity for this to happen but I can understand the effect of a previous relationship to this new one. I will be like him too if it happened to me. I hate to see this happen but at least he still have a chance to make things right. Let's just hope that things are not too late.

Handsome Suit

I just caught Handsome Suit at the cinema today. It is just a simple movie about an ugly guy who got his chance of becoming handsome by wearing the "Handsome Suit". I quite like the movie as it is very light hearted and very funny.

Lessons learned from the movie:
1. Looks do matter.
How many times have people make friends with another just because of looks only?

2. Find someone who you can laugh with and not someone who only looks good on the outside.
How easy to say but how hard to do... No wonder when I was young, my friends and I always say that it's 真爱 whenever we see a couple with a handsome guy / pretty girl with a not-so-pretty gf/handsome bf.

阿桑 - 叶子 ( FullVersion )

作词：陈晓娟　作曲：陈晓娟

叶子　是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀　是落在天上的叶子
天堂　原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔

孤单　是一个人的狂欢
狂欢　是一群人的孤单
爱情　原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴

我一个人吃饭　旅行　到处走走停停
也一个人看书　写信　自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

Short trip...

I am thinking of taking a short trip overseas during my school holiday. I have since narrow my selections to Bangkok or HongKong. Very different choices I know. Somehow, I just cannot make up my mind. I am more inclined to HongKong as I had never been there before but it is also much more expensive when compared to Bangkok. It's a hard decision to make... :P

For some reason, I actually missed travelling alone. Haha... I will definitely do that again one of these days... But I wonder when will it come... Sigh...

Done!

I am finally done with all my projects and just had my last lesson on Wednesday. Now what is left is my exams that is coming at the end of April. I had to miss a wedding dinner of one of my poly classmate that is to be held in KL because of my exams. :(

I think I should really start to study for my exams. On a sidenote, I got a High Distinction for the project of one of my modules so it will give me a good headstart. :) I hope that I will be able to get good grades for my degree. However, knowing me, I do hope I can really study hard this time round... After all, I am never the studious kind. :P

I went to Paulaner with a few of my classmates last Saturday and they were discussing about the different project groups in our class. While gossiping, I realised other groups have really terrible groupmates. There was a group of 4 in which one of them is a freeloader while another group only have 1 who is working. At least my group is not so bad whereby everyone is working even though on and off someone will give crap stuff. I am ok with staying with my current project group especially when I see how crap the other groups are. There just don't seem to be a perfect group I guess. :P

Finally I can have a good night rest from having to chiong for my projects over the past few days/weeks. However, I think I slept too much today as I am having a splitting headache now... -_-'''' I guess too much sleep is not good for me too. lol...

Looking Forward...

I am looking forward to completing all my projects by tomorrow. I was hoping that I can finish it up by this morning so my classmate and I spent the whole night doing the project. I barely slept for an hour. Too bad, there's still somethings that we are not able to complete. I am doing the final touch up for one of my project now... Finally I can start counting down! :D

Angry...

Wah... I am super angry with my classmate... I have a project submission on this coming Tuesday for this module that is taught by an irritating lecturer. As I split up with another 3 of my classmates to do the project, so my classmate, K, and I were compiling the bits and pieces that makes up for our project today.

F, who is the cute girl whom I talked about before, was supposed to do a particular part of the project. While I was compiling, I got so angry when I saw the part she sent in!

Looking at the part of the report that she did, I rather she don't do anything at all! It's like totally crap lor... She sent in this kind of stuff, she might as well don't send in anything. Yes, I admitted it was an accumulation of things that make me so pissed off.

1) She keep portraying herself in a way that the projects that she and her groupmates did in the poly were very good.

Ya right... With this kind of crap stuff you give, is it your groupmates doing the work or you?

2) The other day we were supposed to submit our parts for the project, I could not meet the timeline that we agreed upon. She was saying that we tricked her since she was the only person who submitted her's on that day. She keep going on and on about me not meeting the timeline and "reminding" me about the timeline for my part for the other project which is damn irritating lor.

With the stuff that you do, it's no wonder that you can meet the timeline. This kind of thing I also can do lah. Meeting the timeline with this kind of stuff, I also can... So easy... Anyone also can do it lor... You give this stuff, might as well don't give. Furthermore, come on lah... You don't need to keep reminding me about the timeline. Yes, I did not meet the timeline but at least I give quality work. What for meet the timeline with crappy work like yours?

3) There was this case of my other groupmate, T, who copied and pasted somethings off the internet for another project. F feels that T did not make any effort and plus the fact that T did her part of the project wrongly so F wants to do a peer apprasial and give T the marks that she deserved.

You dare to say people do this thing, how about yourself? You copied someone else's project and just change some of the wordings. You are no better than her lor. At least she tried her best and put in some effort. How about you?

Ok... I am damn pissed... Forgive my rantings...